1 00:03:23,500 --> 00:03:24,500 I caught you. 2 00:03:25,820 --> 00:03:28,280 Oh, I saw you looking. 3 00:03:29,360 --> 00:03:30,360 Do you want to sign up? 4 00:03:31,300 --> 00:03:32,500 Oh, no. 5 00:03:33,860 --> 00:03:37,780 I'm not qualified, or I'm just not really 12 -week challenge material. 6 00:03:38,500 --> 00:03:39,500 That could change. 7 00:03:40,780 --> 00:03:42,660 So are you a student or staff? 8 00:03:44,060 --> 00:03:45,300 I'm a MS1, yeah. 9 00:03:46,120 --> 00:03:47,120 Hannah. 10 00:03:47,780 --> 00:03:48,780 I'm Melania. 11 00:03:49,220 --> 00:03:50,760 This is all for my psych MA. 12 00:03:51,530 --> 00:03:53,830 Oh, so you're looking for guinea pigs. 13 00:03:55,330 --> 00:03:58,470 What are you saying? You don't want to be my guinea pig? 14 00:03:58,690 --> 00:03:59,690 No. 15 00:04:00,110 --> 00:04:04,310 Well, maybe... Maybe leaning towards the F? 16 00:04:05,230 --> 00:04:07,770 Maybe, depending on the scientific figure of the study. 17 00:04:08,590 --> 00:04:09,590 Hmm. 18 00:04:10,130 --> 00:04:12,750 Well, why don't you come by and find out? 19 00:04:58,060 --> 00:05:00,480 The dead teach the living. 20 00:05:00,980 --> 00:05:06,600 For the next 12 weeks, these generous donors will be your teachers and your 21 00:05:06,600 --> 00:05:07,600 first patients. 22 00:05:08,160 --> 00:05:12,440 You'll have the opportunity to honor their lives at semester's end, but until 23 00:05:12,440 --> 00:05:16,580 then, let's remember to proceed with dignity and care. 24 00:05:18,800 --> 00:05:20,220 Oh, we got a hefty one. 25 00:05:21,860 --> 00:05:24,680 Let's start with our first incision down the sternum. 26 00:05:25,270 --> 00:05:27,110 My eyes are burning from the themes already. 27 00:05:54,400 --> 00:05:57,080 Let's hope for the sake of your future patients that the rest of you have a 28 00:05:57,080 --> 00:05:58,760 delicate touch than this hitching here. 29 00:06:00,860 --> 00:06:01,860 I got it. 30 00:07:17,110 --> 00:07:18,570 Happy birthday, baby. 31 00:07:19,390 --> 00:07:20,390 Thanks, Nikki. 32 00:07:21,670 --> 00:07:23,430 This is for you, birthday girl. 33 00:07:24,270 --> 00:07:28,750 Strictly speaking, it is a re -gift. What is it? Do you lack all self 34 00:07:28,750 --> 00:07:29,649 with your heart? 35 00:07:29,650 --> 00:07:32,070 Then let this card also help you out. 36 00:07:32,630 --> 00:07:34,870 I don't know. How does it work? 37 00:07:35,650 --> 00:07:37,490 Oh, like this. 38 00:07:40,210 --> 00:07:41,950 This re -gift is backfired. 39 00:07:43,140 --> 00:07:46,240 Okay, um, don't panic, but I think that girl's checking you out. 40 00:07:46,960 --> 00:07:49,100 The hot one at the bar. She keeps looking at you. 41 00:07:59,060 --> 00:08:01,200 You should go for it. 42 00:08:02,080 --> 00:08:03,180 Go for what? 43 00:08:03,840 --> 00:08:04,980 Don't get all pissy. 44 00:08:05,520 --> 00:08:08,380 Come on, you're always talking about how you're all theory, no practice. 45 00:08:08,920 --> 00:08:11,700 Like you're waiting for an invitation to some kind of initiation party. 46 00:08:12,720 --> 00:08:13,359 I'm not. 47 00:08:13,360 --> 00:08:14,360 I'm not waiting. 48 00:08:14,600 --> 00:08:15,600 Well, then. 49 00:08:15,880 --> 00:08:16,880 Here's your chance. 50 00:08:17,100 --> 00:08:18,860 To put your theories into practice? 51 00:08:20,660 --> 00:08:21,660 Fine. 52 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:26,060 I need the bathroom. 53 00:08:26,440 --> 00:08:30,480 Oh, you are such a team. This is initiation day. 54 00:08:33,179 --> 00:08:34,179 Hannah. 55 00:08:35,720 --> 00:08:36,760 How have you been? 56 00:08:37,900 --> 00:08:41,320 Good. I've been good. How about you? 57 00:08:41,789 --> 00:08:42,850 How many years has it been? 58 00:08:44,690 --> 00:08:45,690 Oh my God, Melissa. 59 00:08:46,210 --> 00:08:47,450 Yeah. Hi. 60 00:08:48,930 --> 00:08:53,530 I know there's something different about me. 61 00:08:56,530 --> 00:08:58,490 You were really nice to me in high school. 62 00:08:58,870 --> 00:08:59,870 A lot of people weren't. 63 00:09:00,770 --> 00:09:02,530 A lot of people were assholes. 64 00:09:05,010 --> 00:09:06,170 You can ask, you know. 65 00:09:06,790 --> 00:09:08,830 What? How I lost the weight. 66 00:09:09,770 --> 00:09:10,770 It's not that impressive. 67 00:09:12,180 --> 00:09:13,840 There's these new pills called Grave. 68 00:09:14,280 --> 00:09:15,280 A supplement. 69 00:09:16,080 --> 00:09:18,540 Kind of pricey, but it makes you drop the weight like crazy. 70 00:09:19,840 --> 00:09:21,920 Grave. It's not TGA approved. 71 00:09:23,460 --> 00:09:24,460 Strictly speaking. 72 00:09:25,040 --> 00:09:28,600 I was doing it too, but then I started taking the pill and no matter what I 73 00:09:28,620 --> 00:09:30,260 the weight just melted off. 74 00:09:31,740 --> 00:09:32,740 Do you want to try one? 75 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:51,120 I don't really... Do you remember this girl? 76 00:09:52,520 --> 00:09:54,880 The girl that had bloody pads stuffed in her bag? 77 00:09:55,580 --> 00:09:57,020 She doesn't exist anymore. 78 00:09:58,600 --> 00:10:01,280 I'm a completely new person and it's thanks to those pills. 79 00:10:05,900 --> 00:10:06,900 I'll take it back. 80 00:10:14,480 --> 00:10:15,780 Take this one tomorrow. 81 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:17,000 My treat. 82 00:10:17,480 --> 00:10:18,860 And tell me if you notice a difference. 83 00:10:19,760 --> 00:10:20,960 It works that fast. 84 00:10:21,240 --> 00:10:22,240 You'd be surprised. 85 00:10:24,080 --> 00:10:25,160 Here we are. 86 00:10:26,200 --> 00:10:27,820 Oh, no. There you go. Oh, yes. 87 00:10:28,420 --> 00:10:29,420 Cheers, Chris. 88 00:10:58,760 --> 00:10:59,760 you 89 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:29,880 I can't help but notice some people not using the potato masher correctly, so I 90 00:13:29,880 --> 00:13:32,750 thought... just jump on and show you how it's done. 91 00:14:29,920 --> 00:14:31,640 Dad? Mom? 92 00:14:33,180 --> 00:14:34,180 Honey? 93 00:14:53,930 --> 00:14:56,250 No flour, no sugar. I used beetroot instead. 94 00:14:56,510 --> 00:14:57,510 No butter. 95 00:14:58,150 --> 00:14:59,150 Can you tell? 96 00:15:00,210 --> 00:15:01,210 It's yummy. 97 00:15:04,970 --> 00:15:06,010 You don't like it? 98 00:16:35,890 --> 00:16:37,790 You were too smart to be this stupid. 99 00:16:38,790 --> 00:16:40,470 Some box doesn't just fade. 100 00:16:40,990 --> 00:16:43,370 No, I'm hoping it's something a little more run -of -the -mill. 101 00:16:44,810 --> 00:16:47,570 Seriously, though, I mean, this is all just, like, a bit gross. 102 00:16:48,430 --> 00:16:49,430 You're banging. 103 00:16:50,430 --> 00:16:51,430 Uh -huh. 104 00:16:54,370 --> 00:16:56,310 Thinking of signing up to do this thing. 105 00:16:57,430 --> 00:16:58,430 What thing? 106 00:16:58,510 --> 00:17:00,370 Oh, just a gym program thing. 107 00:17:00,650 --> 00:17:03,710 That's what all this, uh, diet pill bullshit is about. 108 00:17:04,369 --> 00:17:06,950 That bouncy head trainer, Alana? 109 00:17:07,310 --> 00:17:08,310 Alanya? 110 00:17:08,710 --> 00:17:09,710 Huh. 111 00:17:11,589 --> 00:17:12,790 Have you figured it out yet? 112 00:17:13,530 --> 00:17:14,530 Getting there. 113 00:17:15,270 --> 00:17:16,270 Not that. 114 00:17:16,910 --> 00:17:20,690 Have you figured out whether you want to be with her or just be her? 115 00:17:24,550 --> 00:17:26,150 Come on, let's go. 116 00:17:26,690 --> 00:17:27,869 This one's eating itself. 117 00:17:29,450 --> 00:17:35,710 Huh. High sodium, high potassium, mostly calcium phosphate. 118 00:17:37,270 --> 00:17:38,270 What? 119 00:17:39,590 --> 00:17:40,770 I think it's a hash. 120 00:17:45,870 --> 00:17:47,330 What? Human ash. 121 00:17:52,530 --> 00:17:54,530 Melissa's probably eating someone's grandpa. 122 00:17:55,910 --> 00:17:56,889 Oh, ew. 123 00:17:56,890 --> 00:17:58,370 Wait, are you going to report her? 124 00:17:58,830 --> 00:18:03,690 It's just the sodium content alone should make you hungrier. If anything, a 125 00:18:03,690 --> 00:18:05,770 of phosphate would be more likely to cause weight loss. 126 00:18:06,550 --> 00:18:09,210 Okay, but, I mean, if you can't make it, who cares? 127 00:18:22,510 --> 00:18:24,870 And not too deep. Make sure not to puncture her lungs. 128 00:18:27,510 --> 00:18:29,630 It's too weird to think of her as a real person. 129 00:18:30,710 --> 00:18:32,930 Well, we could name her, like the other groups did. 130 00:18:34,530 --> 00:18:36,830 Guys, what about Big Bertha? 131 00:18:37,970 --> 00:18:43,450 Maybe her family will show up when we do that memorial service. 132 00:18:43,910 --> 00:18:46,230 Nah, Big Bertha's definitely unclaimed. 133 00:18:46,490 --> 00:18:47,870 They'll be rolling her out for years. 134 00:18:48,710 --> 00:18:50,130 Why would you assume that? 135 00:18:52,040 --> 00:18:53,040 Oh, look at her. 136 00:18:54,120 --> 00:18:55,120 You're a dick. 137 00:21:52,840 --> 00:21:53,840 All right, ready? 138 00:21:54,740 --> 00:21:57,120 Three, two, one, smile. 139 00:22:15,500 --> 00:22:17,980 Last thing for today. Come on, finish strong. 140 00:22:28,490 --> 00:22:29,490 Good job, everyone. 141 00:24:09,559 --> 00:24:12,360 um um 142 00:24:36,590 --> 00:24:37,590 One more. 143 00:24:37,770 --> 00:24:38,770 Me? 144 00:25:23,660 --> 00:25:26,420 Flatten the back, sink deeper. 145 00:25:57,100 --> 00:26:01,620 Your progress is... I'm impressed with you. 146 00:26:07,020 --> 00:26:09,460 You should be really proud of yourself. 147 00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:13,760 Would you mind if I made a post about this? 148 00:26:15,140 --> 00:26:16,140 Okay. Sure. 149 00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:18,520 Let's take a photo. 150 00:26:19,580 --> 00:26:20,580 Smile. 151 00:28:58,920 --> 00:29:00,260 Here you get your lunches. 152 00:29:00,660 --> 00:29:03,020 I wish you would tell me if you were coming to visit. 153 00:29:03,260 --> 00:29:05,660 How could I tell you if you're not answering my calls? 154 00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:08,740 Um, you don't have to do that. 155 00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:14,740 Are you going somewhere? 156 00:29:20,760 --> 00:29:22,200 I booked it. 157 00:29:32,699 --> 00:29:33,699 Tonight? What? 158 00:29:33,780 --> 00:29:36,940 Hana -chan, you were the one who told me I should go. No, no. 159 00:29:37,240 --> 00:29:43,860 I'm happy for you. I just thought you... You said Dad couldn't be left alone. 160 00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:50,140 I can't help him, Hana. 161 00:29:51,420 --> 00:29:53,360 You don't know how hard it is for me. 162 00:29:54,220 --> 00:29:58,690 I've been waiting to see that he was forced for twenty... Five years. Okay, 163 00:29:58,830 --> 00:30:01,650 okay. But then... You'll check on him, won't you? 164 00:30:03,950 --> 00:30:06,110 Yeah. Yeah, of course. 165 00:30:08,050 --> 00:30:12,310 Once a week? 166 00:30:12,690 --> 00:30:14,650 You know, your father won't. 167 00:30:15,510 --> 00:30:17,590 We don't want to attract any hungry ghosts. 168 00:30:33,450 --> 00:30:34,930 Hey, Dad, it's me. 169 00:30:35,970 --> 00:30:38,290 Mom just came by on the way to the airport. 170 00:30:40,330 --> 00:30:43,470 Do you think it might be a good idea to maybe just... 171 00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:39,880 Acetylcholine synthesized by choline and acetylcholine enzyme. 172 00:32:40,900 --> 00:32:45,120 Acetylcholine synthesized by choline and acetylcholine enzyme. Acetylcholine 173 00:32:45,120 --> 00:32:47,620 synthesized by choline and acetylcholine enzyme. 174 00:33:09,530 --> 00:33:13,110 Parabellum. Acetylcholine synthesized by choline and acetylcholine. 175 00:33:16,890 --> 00:33:19,810 Acetylcholine synthesized by choline and acetylcholine. 176 00:33:21,970 --> 00:33:23,070 We're still here. 177 00:33:24,210 --> 00:33:25,330 Right. Look. 178 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:15,000 That's it. Push. 179 00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:16,040 Push. 180 00:34:45,840 --> 00:34:46,840 amazing. 181 00:35:39,340 --> 00:35:40,238 All right. 182 00:35:40,240 --> 00:35:41,240 Really nice, everyone. 183 00:35:41,900 --> 00:35:43,800 Let's warm up with 1K on the rose. 184 00:35:45,060 --> 00:35:46,300 Can I chat to you for a sec? 185 00:35:46,980 --> 00:35:47,980 Yeah. 186 00:35:57,560 --> 00:35:58,560 Hannah, 187 00:36:01,220 --> 00:36:02,019 I'll be honest. 188 00:36:02,020 --> 00:36:04,740 I'm a little concerned. 189 00:36:08,110 --> 00:36:09,450 The rate that you're losing. 190 00:36:12,370 --> 00:36:14,170 Have you been following the diet guidelines? 191 00:36:15,970 --> 00:36:17,090 I'm following the guidelines. 192 00:36:18,110 --> 00:36:19,170 How closely? 193 00:36:21,290 --> 00:36:23,850 You haven't been skipping meals or anything. 194 00:36:24,430 --> 00:36:26,710 Do you want an adherence percentage? 195 00:36:28,290 --> 00:36:31,430 I have a duty of care to everyone in the group. 196 00:36:31,830 --> 00:36:32,910 You know that, right? 197 00:36:33,950 --> 00:36:35,110 Yeah, I'm sorry. 198 00:36:35,410 --> 00:36:36,970 Whatever you're doing, whatever... 199 00:36:37,310 --> 00:36:41,710 shortcut you think you've found, I promise you it is a bad path. 200 00:36:42,030 --> 00:36:43,190 I'm not doing anything. Hannah. 201 00:36:44,010 --> 00:36:45,290 I'm not doing anything. 202 00:36:45,890 --> 00:36:46,890 That's bullshit. 203 00:36:46,990 --> 00:36:49,690 Do you even realize the damage you could be doing to yourself? 204 00:36:51,110 --> 00:36:56,230 All that I've done is exactly what you've asked me to do. I've been killing 205 00:36:56,230 --> 00:36:58,730 myself for weeks because I thought that you would be... 206 00:37:08,100 --> 00:37:10,160 Hannah, I'm not trying to make you feel bad. 207 00:37:10,740 --> 00:37:11,740 Yeah. 208 00:37:14,860 --> 00:37:18,940 Talk to me. You... You thought I'd be what? 209 00:37:23,820 --> 00:37:24,820 Impressed? 210 00:37:37,160 --> 00:37:39,800 Okay, should we join the others? 211 00:37:45,640 --> 00:37:46,640 Come in. 212 00:37:47,080 --> 00:37:49,440 I need to tie my shoes. 213 00:38:19,210 --> 00:38:20,210 you 214 00:40:56,080 --> 00:40:57,080 Not camp going well? 215 00:40:57,600 --> 00:40:58,600 I quit. 216 00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:01,400 Why? 217 00:41:16,040 --> 00:41:17,040 Whoa. 218 00:41:17,580 --> 00:41:18,740 Is it cancer? 219 00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:20,880 Must be. 220 00:41:21,400 --> 00:41:22,460 Looks fucking cool. 221 00:41:23,380 --> 00:41:24,380 Professor? 222 00:41:24,830 --> 00:41:25,830 Can you come look at this? 223 00:41:25,990 --> 00:41:26,990 Wow. 224 00:41:30,290 --> 00:41:31,290 Pretty advanced. 225 00:41:32,170 --> 00:41:33,170 See this? 226 00:41:33,390 --> 00:41:35,730 It metastasized to the abdominal wall as well. 227 00:41:37,730 --> 00:41:38,730 Terrible way to go. 228 00:44:16,810 --> 00:44:17,850 Grab yourself a plane. 229 00:44:20,890 --> 00:44:22,650 Actually, I can't stay. 230 00:44:30,670 --> 00:44:32,790 After bed press, in barbell squat. 231 00:44:33,090 --> 00:44:34,470 Then one minute on the rower. 232 00:44:34,670 --> 00:44:37,850 Then we'll be doing everybody's favorite, treadmill sprint. 233 00:44:38,530 --> 00:44:40,390 Moving into boxing pad workout. 234 00:44:41,150 --> 00:44:44,130 And then we'll be finishing up with some shadow boxing. 235 00:44:44,750 --> 00:44:45,750 Any questions? 236 00:44:47,009 --> 00:44:48,009 Let's get into it. 237 00:45:17,600 --> 00:45:19,020 Hey. Heading home? 238 00:45:19,940 --> 00:45:21,740 Hey. Yep. 239 00:45:28,820 --> 00:45:30,720 Uh, sorry. 240 00:45:31,860 --> 00:45:32,860 It's okay. 241 00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:36,200 No, really. 242 00:45:39,360 --> 00:45:44,960 About the other day, I... I wasn't trying to be harsh, but... 243 00:45:45,610 --> 00:45:47,170 I know I came on too strong. 244 00:45:49,110 --> 00:45:51,390 At least you weren't the only one. 245 00:45:56,050 --> 00:46:01,270 Anyway, I, uh... I have this bad habit of telling other people how to live 246 00:46:01,270 --> 00:46:02,270 lives. 247 00:46:03,010 --> 00:46:04,590 But it's meant with love. 248 00:46:05,790 --> 00:46:07,010 You have bad habits? 249 00:46:07,630 --> 00:46:09,270 Yeah, I feel a little betrayed. 250 00:46:10,170 --> 00:46:11,170 Wild, right? 251 00:46:51,210 --> 00:46:52,210 See you tomorrow. 252 00:47:19,950 --> 00:47:20,950 Thank you. 253 00:52:56,780 --> 00:52:57,940 I'm so happy for you, Hannah. 254 00:53:00,280 --> 00:53:02,080 Does this mean you got your hands on some grey? 255 00:53:02,300 --> 00:53:03,300 Ash. 256 00:53:03,640 --> 00:53:05,380 You know that's what it is, right? 257 00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:07,400 Human ash. 258 00:53:11,260 --> 00:53:14,240 What? Mel, who were you buying the pills from? 259 00:53:15,740 --> 00:53:17,040 What do you mean human ash? 260 00:53:18,220 --> 00:53:19,220 I tested it. 261 00:53:20,320 --> 00:53:22,140 Did you notice any other side effects? 262 00:53:22,360 --> 00:53:23,560 Like, um, nightmares? 263 00:53:24,970 --> 00:53:26,270 Weird visuals, I guess. 264 00:53:27,210 --> 00:53:28,630 Technically blackouts. 265 00:53:29,730 --> 00:53:30,730 Blackouts? 266 00:53:33,310 --> 00:53:34,310 Nightmares. 267 00:53:35,410 --> 00:53:42,210 Well, sometimes I'd wake up in the middle of the night feeling really 268 00:53:42,870 --> 00:53:48,050 Like... Like someone was watching me. 269 00:53:48,710 --> 00:53:50,190 I had a similar feeling. 270 00:53:53,840 --> 00:54:00,240 One time I was in bed and I heard someone whistling in the hallway. 271 00:54:03,420 --> 00:54:08,620 Like this old timey tune and I thought it was my housemate but I got up to 272 00:54:08,620 --> 00:54:09,620 and she wasn't home. 273 00:54:12,060 --> 00:54:13,060 Spooky. 274 00:54:14,520 --> 00:54:16,500 But I haven't had it since I stopped taking the grey. 275 00:54:18,380 --> 00:54:19,380 Not at all? 276 00:54:21,950 --> 00:54:23,330 Maybe you should go get yourself checked. 277 00:54:25,910 --> 00:54:28,690 But honestly, you look amazing. 278 00:54:30,270 --> 00:54:31,330 It's kind of worth it, right? 279 00:55:02,700 --> 00:55:03,700 wouldn't recommend it. 280 00:55:05,000 --> 00:55:06,000 Why is that? 281 00:55:07,120 --> 00:55:09,060 Well, you see these smooth ridges here? 282 00:55:09,940 --> 00:55:12,700 The tumor in your pancreas is benign and small. 283 00:55:13,640 --> 00:55:15,000 It's an unnecessary risk. 284 00:55:15,780 --> 00:55:17,140 What about the other symptoms? 285 00:55:18,020 --> 00:55:19,400 Is it sleepwalking? 286 00:55:19,980 --> 00:55:24,180 Well, I can see here that the results of your sleep tests were inconclusive. 287 00:55:25,700 --> 00:55:28,180 I think we need to factor in other causes. 288 00:55:29,700 --> 00:55:30,900 Diet, fatigue. 289 00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:33,920 Drugs and alcohol. 290 00:55:35,920 --> 00:55:38,520 I remember how much pressure I was under in med school. 291 00:55:41,040 --> 00:55:45,600 On the oncology side, my recommended course of action is watchful waiting. 292 00:58:21,550 --> 00:58:22,550 Yeah. 293 00:59:20,330 --> 00:59:21,330 Can someone take over? 294 00:59:28,530 --> 00:59:30,250 Whoa. Are you okay? 295 00:59:30,910 --> 00:59:33,650 Hey. Oh, yeah. No, I'm fine. I just need a minute. 296 00:59:35,210 --> 00:59:36,850 Come on. 297 00:59:37,870 --> 00:59:38,870 Where are we going? 298 00:59:39,050 --> 00:59:41,650 Have you eaten anything today? I am fine. 299 00:59:42,410 --> 00:59:44,590 Just, I'm having a bad reaction. 300 00:59:45,930 --> 00:59:46,930 To what? 301 00:59:48,200 --> 00:59:51,140 Hannah, please tell me you aren't actually taking those diet pills. 302 00:59:51,760 --> 00:59:56,840 You really, you really can't lecture me on pills. You look sick, Hannah. 303 00:59:57,460 --> 01:00:01,600 This is like those scam -tastic cleansers that we used to make fun of, 304 01:00:01,600 --> 01:00:02,820 worse. Way worse. 305 01:00:03,140 --> 01:00:06,480 It is not a bad thing for me to want to change myself for the better. 306 01:00:07,160 --> 01:00:08,500 It's my body. It is. 307 01:00:09,040 --> 01:00:10,420 It is your body. Yeah. 308 01:00:10,820 --> 01:00:13,720 But do you really think that you're going to magically feel better when you 309 01:00:13,720 --> 01:00:15,160 reach a certain number on the scale? 310 01:00:15,720 --> 01:00:18,150 Because if so, you're f***ed. Fucking deluded, Hannah. 311 01:00:18,390 --> 01:00:20,750 I know you wish I were fat and miserable forever. 312 01:00:21,030 --> 01:00:24,030 Oh my God, you use the word fat like it is a dirty word. Okay, that is the whole 313 01:00:24,030 --> 01:00:25,030 problem. 314 01:00:27,310 --> 01:00:31,410 Hannah, if you don't stop punishing yourself, you are going to destroy 315 01:00:31,410 --> 01:00:32,410 everything. 316 01:01:01,360 --> 01:01:02,360 Come in. 317 01:01:06,640 --> 01:01:07,640 You okay? 318 01:01:07,840 --> 01:01:09,320 Yeah. Yeah, of course. 319 01:01:10,680 --> 01:01:11,940 You just seem a bit off. 320 01:01:12,340 --> 01:01:14,500 I think off might be my equilibrium. 321 01:01:14,760 --> 01:01:15,760 Okay. 322 01:01:17,360 --> 01:01:21,420 Have a seat. Oh, you don't have to indulge me, by the way. We can go out. 323 01:01:22,500 --> 01:01:23,500 Oh, no. 324 01:01:24,280 --> 01:01:25,280 This is great. 325 01:01:35,850 --> 01:01:37,730 Promise to keep my hands to myself this time. 326 01:01:40,870 --> 01:01:44,850 I mean, are we committed to that plan? 327 01:01:45,190 --> 01:01:48,050 Or is there some latitude? 328 01:04:21,080 --> 01:04:22,080 Hannah? 329 01:04:24,760 --> 01:04:26,440 Annie, I'm so sorry. 330 01:04:28,660 --> 01:04:30,220 It's fine. It's fine. 331 01:04:30,440 --> 01:04:31,520 Are you okay? 332 01:04:36,280 --> 01:04:38,000 Leave it. Leave it. I can do that. 333 01:04:48,650 --> 01:04:49,650 Really? 334 01:06:17,490 --> 01:06:18,490 Dad? Anna? 335 01:06:19,010 --> 01:06:20,010 Uh -huh? 336 01:06:20,710 --> 01:06:21,710 Everything okay? 337 01:06:22,510 --> 01:06:23,510 Everything's fine. 338 01:06:23,750 --> 01:06:25,170 I just felt like a little trip. 339 01:07:43,790 --> 01:07:44,790 I did what you wanted. 340 01:12:44,810 --> 01:12:45,810 Are you okay? 341 01:12:46,190 --> 01:12:47,190 Oh, fine. 342 01:12:48,370 --> 01:12:52,910 I just, um, my pen. 343 01:12:55,090 --> 01:12:56,090 Thank you. 344 01:12:59,890 --> 01:13:02,650 Oh, dare I ask about the glass? 345 01:13:07,830 --> 01:13:13,710 What is this? 346 01:13:17,900 --> 01:13:18,900 What for? 347 01:13:20,420 --> 01:13:21,740 I made you breakfast. 348 01:13:23,000 --> 01:13:24,340 Not you feeding yourself. 349 01:13:26,340 --> 01:13:28,200 I didn't even know you could cook. 350 01:13:34,580 --> 01:13:38,800 Well, you think I can synthesize complex compounds? I can't. 351 01:13:40,220 --> 01:13:42,140 I can't follow that simple recipe. 352 01:13:48,880 --> 01:13:49,880 Are we fighting? 353 01:13:51,000 --> 01:13:54,220 You've got to tell me if we're fighting, otherwise I'm just a little foolish. 354 01:13:56,420 --> 01:13:57,740 It's only a meal, Hannah. 355 01:13:58,460 --> 01:13:59,460 I'm just getting cold. 356 01:14:00,220 --> 01:14:01,620 It's never just a meal. 357 01:14:02,440 --> 01:14:04,020 Not with either of you, not ever. 358 01:14:08,020 --> 01:14:09,100 Well, donate it then. 359 01:14:10,180 --> 01:14:11,520 What's the matter? It matters. 360 01:14:12,540 --> 01:14:15,920 You always pretend like it's nothing, but it has always mattered. 361 01:14:17,930 --> 01:14:19,930 if you don't care about yourself that much, fine. 362 01:14:20,370 --> 01:14:22,510 But why did you have to care so little about us? 363 01:14:23,310 --> 01:14:27,910 Your mother is the one who's left. You left us a long time ago. 364 01:14:29,590 --> 01:14:31,190 I'm still here. Until when? 365 01:14:36,850 --> 01:14:37,850 Until when? 366 01:14:41,430 --> 01:14:45,150 You can't sit by yourself like this in the dark forever. 367 01:14:58,990 --> 01:15:00,670 I'm not going to sit with you here until the end. 368 01:15:52,010 --> 01:15:53,010 You can say it. 369 01:15:53,270 --> 01:15:54,530 Just say it. 370 01:15:58,970 --> 01:16:01,430 I don't know what you're talking about. I'm sorry. 371 01:16:01,770 --> 01:16:02,830 And you are right. 372 01:16:03,430 --> 01:16:06,330 I need help. I am losing weight way too fast. 373 01:16:07,450 --> 01:16:08,450 Jesus, Anna. 374 01:16:08,670 --> 01:16:11,150 I told you not to take Melissa's pills. 375 01:16:12,630 --> 01:16:14,370 They're not Melissa's pills. 376 01:16:16,230 --> 01:16:18,470 I actually made them myself. 377 01:16:19,970 --> 01:16:20,970 What do you mean? 378 01:16:21,740 --> 01:16:22,860 You made them. 379 01:16:23,540 --> 01:16:25,820 Like you stole an urn or something? 380 01:16:29,740 --> 01:16:36,540 Please tell me you have not been eating all the cadavers. 381 01:16:39,200 --> 01:16:41,280 One cadaver. 382 01:16:41,680 --> 01:16:42,680 My God. 383 01:16:43,460 --> 01:16:44,460 Hours. 384 01:16:45,360 --> 01:16:47,700 Bertha. What the fuck? 385 01:16:48,040 --> 01:16:49,040 How? 386 01:16:59,400 --> 01:17:05,040 fucked up i know what you said about me the other day it is true i am fucked up 387 01:17:05,040 --> 01:17:09,320 sometimes i feel like there's this like bottomless pit inside of me and 388 01:17:09,320 --> 01:17:13,280 everything just keeps getting sucked into it and i thought that if i changed 389 01:17:13,280 --> 01:17:15,900 myself then it would go away 390 01:17:28,270 --> 01:17:29,630 You did fuck up. 391 01:17:29,930 --> 01:17:33,310 Yeah. Like, catastrophically. Yeah. 392 01:17:35,410 --> 01:17:36,970 But you're not fucked up. 393 01:17:38,790 --> 01:17:39,930 There's a difference. 394 01:17:41,570 --> 01:17:43,770 But you've stopped taking them, right? 395 01:17:44,150 --> 01:17:45,230 The pills? 396 01:17:45,490 --> 01:17:46,490 Yeah. 397 01:17:46,890 --> 01:17:49,590 Um, there is one more thing. 398 01:18:05,879 --> 01:18:06,879 Spiritually. 399 01:18:07,180 --> 01:18:09,120 I can prove this to you, okay? 400 01:18:14,000 --> 01:18:16,140 Look into this. 401 01:18:19,320 --> 01:18:20,520 Just have to do this. 402 01:18:23,740 --> 01:18:26,640 Just take a look into the reflection and tell me what you see. 403 01:18:30,300 --> 01:18:31,400 I see myself. 404 01:18:36,520 --> 01:18:37,520 Okay, Hannah. 405 01:18:38,580 --> 01:18:41,100 Seriously, what are you doing? I'm measuring my blood sugar. 406 01:18:41,420 --> 01:18:46,300 I have this theory that she calms whenever my glucose levels drop below 6 407 01:18:46,300 --> 01:18:52,760 millimoles. I've been microdosing on bees to keep my blood sugar up. 408 01:18:53,800 --> 01:18:54,800 Just keep looking. 409 01:18:55,280 --> 01:18:57,340 What? At what? 410 01:18:58,020 --> 01:19:01,680 All I can see is my face looking a bit freaked out, frankly. 411 01:19:05,710 --> 01:19:06,509 There is nothing. 412 01:19:06,510 --> 01:19:08,170 There is nothing, Hannah. 413 01:19:09,050 --> 01:19:10,050 There. 414 01:19:10,310 --> 01:19:11,310 What? 415 01:19:14,110 --> 01:19:15,110 There. 416 01:19:20,270 --> 01:19:21,570 You can't see that. 417 01:19:23,630 --> 01:19:24,630 Hannah. 418 01:19:27,050 --> 01:19:29,010 She is right there. 419 01:19:29,330 --> 01:19:34,230 Okay, okay, but listen, because you are saying something that I can't... 420 01:19:54,670 --> 01:19:55,670 Oh, 421 01:19:58,510 --> 01:20:01,530 thank God. Thank God the fu - 422 01:20:17,350 --> 01:20:19,930 So I've been keeping track, and there is a direct correlation. 423 01:20:20,570 --> 01:20:24,830 The more calories I consume, the more weight I lose, and the larger she gets. 424 01:20:25,670 --> 01:20:28,150 It's like she's devouring me from the inside. 425 01:20:30,090 --> 01:20:31,090 I talked to Mel. 426 01:20:31,450 --> 01:20:35,030 She said that she felt a presence at times, but it was nothing like this. 427 01:20:35,450 --> 01:20:38,050 And everything stopped when she quit taking the pills. 428 01:20:39,750 --> 01:20:41,470 Well, then what makes Bertha different? 429 01:20:42,390 --> 01:20:43,390 What does she want? 430 01:20:47,009 --> 01:20:53,230 Professor, I had a question for you about 431 01:20:53,230 --> 01:20:54,630 the moment. 432 01:21:08,770 --> 01:21:11,670 We were inseparable as teens. 433 01:21:12,730 --> 01:21:15,850 She was the kind of sister who'd buy you booze. 434 01:21:16,520 --> 01:21:18,520 Show you how to shove a tampon up your vag. 435 01:21:20,100 --> 01:21:21,280 She worked in disability. 436 01:21:22,000 --> 01:21:23,520 That was good for a bit. 437 01:21:24,440 --> 01:21:27,180 And then the diagnosis. 438 01:21:29,260 --> 01:21:30,260 Yeah, we saw. 439 01:21:31,320 --> 01:21:32,320 In her liver. 440 01:21:34,500 --> 01:21:35,500 Yeah. 441 01:21:35,720 --> 01:21:36,720 Started small. 442 01:21:36,980 --> 01:21:39,700 Just a tiny speck on her pancreas. 443 01:21:42,730 --> 01:21:47,290 Grace spent her whole life taking care of other people, but she wasn't really 444 01:21:47,290 --> 01:21:49,370 for taking care of herself, you know? 445 01:21:50,930 --> 01:21:54,130 I think she carried a lot of pain. 446 01:21:56,730 --> 01:21:59,490 And eating had always been her way of coping. 447 01:22:00,110 --> 01:22:01,390 But it got really bad. 448 01:22:01,930 --> 01:22:03,290 She stopped seeing everyone. 449 01:22:05,270 --> 01:22:09,050 I don't think Grace ever made peace with herself. 450 01:22:11,880 --> 01:22:14,600 She was so good. 451 01:22:16,700 --> 01:22:18,300 And she never saw it. 452 01:22:20,500 --> 01:22:23,300 And I couldn't help her. 453 01:22:27,080 --> 01:22:30,460 You can't love someone into getting better. 454 01:22:37,500 --> 01:22:39,400 Are you okay? 455 01:22:41,640 --> 01:22:43,640 Think I understand why she latched on to me. 456 01:22:44,260 --> 01:22:46,160 I need to return everything I took from her. 457 01:22:48,640 --> 01:22:52,860 I have to head home for her ash, but could you pick up a few things for me? 458 01:22:52,860 --> 01:22:53,860 text you a list. 459 01:22:54,880 --> 01:22:55,880 Hannah, wait. 460 01:23:37,490 --> 01:23:38,490 Mom. 461 01:23:39,070 --> 01:23:40,970 Mom. You scared me. 462 01:23:43,490 --> 01:23:44,490 What's happened? 463 01:23:46,490 --> 01:23:47,490 Mom. 464 01:23:48,910 --> 01:23:49,910 You're here. 465 01:23:50,150 --> 01:23:53,130 Of course I'm here. I sent you my flight details. 466 01:23:53,450 --> 01:23:56,550 I just, I didn't, I didn't think you were coming back. 467 01:23:57,370 --> 01:23:58,690 You are being silly. 468 01:24:00,130 --> 01:24:01,310 What about Dad? 469 01:24:01,590 --> 01:24:03,290 He called just before? 470 01:24:03,890 --> 01:24:04,890 We'll see. 471 01:24:09,230 --> 01:24:10,430 You're so skinny. 472 01:24:10,830 --> 01:24:11,830 Are you okay? 473 01:24:12,850 --> 01:24:13,850 I'm fine. 474 01:24:14,810 --> 01:24:15,810 You're not fine. 475 01:24:16,550 --> 01:24:17,610 Is it a stress? 476 01:24:20,070 --> 01:24:22,370 I told you not to study too hard, Hannah. 477 01:24:22,790 --> 01:24:24,130 You always overdo it. 478 01:24:25,010 --> 01:24:26,110 What are you looking for? 479 01:24:29,110 --> 01:24:30,890 Did you go through my stuff? 480 01:24:31,910 --> 01:24:34,830 Hannah, maybe we need to put the food on hold for a bit. 481 01:24:35,390 --> 01:24:37,730 I asked you not to clean. 482 01:24:38,190 --> 01:24:39,190 When I am not here. 483 01:24:39,310 --> 01:24:41,650 You need to come home and rest. 484 01:24:42,090 --> 01:24:43,570 I've never seen you so thin. 485 01:24:44,090 --> 01:24:45,090 Oh, my God, Mom. 486 01:24:45,550 --> 01:24:47,130 But that's what you always wanted. 487 01:24:47,450 --> 01:24:48,690 Of course not, Anna. 488 01:24:49,070 --> 01:24:50,710 You look like a different person. 489 01:24:52,890 --> 01:24:53,890 No. 490 01:24:54,170 --> 01:24:56,150 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 491 01:24:56,550 --> 01:24:57,590 What did you do with it? 492 01:24:57,830 --> 01:25:01,350 What? The powder that was in the Tupperware. 493 01:25:01,570 --> 01:25:02,209 The dust? 494 01:25:02,210 --> 01:25:03,210 Yeah. 495 01:25:09,610 --> 01:25:10,990 I was just trying to help you, Hannah. 496 01:26:29,100 --> 01:26:30,100 What's going on? 497 01:26:32,640 --> 01:26:33,740 Anna, stop! 498 01:26:36,300 --> 01:26:38,160 Why didn't you tell me about this? 499 01:26:38,840 --> 01:26:39,840 Is this bad? 500 01:26:40,320 --> 01:26:42,100 Is this why you've been up so much to wait? 501 01:26:42,360 --> 01:26:47,920 Are you dying? No, no, no, no, no. Look at the smooth borders, Mom. It's benign. 502 01:26:48,000 --> 01:26:49,220 Soft as you see. 503 01:26:53,840 --> 01:26:54,840 Someone's at the door. 504 01:26:56,680 --> 01:26:58,240 Mom, wait. Don't! 505 01:28:52,910 --> 01:28:53,910 Stay in there. 506 01:29:37,940 --> 01:29:40,000 Uh, charge me whatever, Chris. Yeah. 507 01:29:43,260 --> 01:29:44,260 Josie, hi. 508 01:29:44,580 --> 01:29:46,480 Have you got any more of that ketamine? 509 01:30:17,360 --> 01:30:19,700 Oh, right, you want to fill me in because I figured the cat wasn't for 510 01:30:19,700 --> 01:30:21,720 celebrating. Think I figured it out? 511 01:30:25,280 --> 01:30:26,800 Where the hell did you get that, Hannah? 512 01:30:28,780 --> 01:30:33,300 Hannah, I just need you to trust me. Jules, can I see your phone? 513 01:30:39,120 --> 01:30:40,120 Here. 514 01:30:40,480 --> 01:30:41,480 What? 515 01:30:43,580 --> 01:30:45,060 What the fuck are you doing? 516 01:30:45,480 --> 01:30:46,480 I'm so sorry. 517 01:30:46,860 --> 01:30:48,500 Just trust me, okay? 518 01:30:52,700 --> 01:30:55,540 Oh, my God. Wait, are you already high? 519 01:30:56,160 --> 01:30:57,360 Hannah, what? 520 01:30:58,320 --> 01:30:59,320 Hannah? 521 01:31:00,380 --> 01:31:02,740 Hannah, that is way too much. 522 01:31:04,720 --> 01:31:06,900 I only need 20 minutes. Ha. 523 01:31:07,480 --> 01:31:08,480 For what? 524 01:31:09,040 --> 01:31:10,760 Hannah, 20 minutes for what? 525 01:31:14,580 --> 01:31:15,660 I have a theory. 526 01:31:17,040 --> 01:31:18,500 I told you it was a dead end. 527 01:31:18,740 --> 01:31:23,300 But when I got the test done, they found a growth on my pancreas in the exact 528 01:31:23,300 --> 01:31:24,660 same spot as Bertha. 529 01:31:25,980 --> 01:31:30,760 What if the ash is what caused the tumor and I need to remove the growth to 530 01:31:30,760 --> 01:31:31,760 break the connection? 531 01:31:32,380 --> 01:31:38,440 That is not a theory, Ash. That is like far -fetched speculation at best, 532 01:31:38,440 --> 01:31:43,980 Hannah. Please think about this clearly, okay? You can't just cut yourself open. 533 01:31:45,860 --> 01:31:47,620 Elective surgery would be months away. 534 01:31:48,120 --> 01:31:50,200 There's no way that I can last that long. 535 01:31:51,020 --> 01:31:52,020 Hannah. 536 01:31:52,220 --> 01:31:59,200 Hannah, no. No, this is... This is not cool, okay? You cannot put this on me. I 537 01:31:59,200 --> 01:32:05,220 swear I will make you pay for like 20 years worth of therapy. Fucking decades 538 01:32:05,220 --> 01:32:06,220 it, Hannah. 539 01:32:07,100 --> 01:32:08,660 Look, I'll do all the work. 540 01:32:09,200 --> 01:32:12,040 All you have to do is make sure that I don't bleed out after. 541 01:32:27,630 --> 01:32:28,630 blood sugar. 542 01:39:21,840 --> 01:39:22,840 What the hell were you thinking? 543 01:39:25,100 --> 01:39:27,600 Hey, hey, hey, hey. 544 01:39:29,320 --> 01:39:30,380 I'm gonna get you out of here. 545 01:40:41,610 --> 01:40:45,290 we gather to honour the silent teachers who have profoundly shaped our 546 01:40:45,290 --> 01:40:47,810 understanding of the human body and the art of medicine. 547 01:40:48,750 --> 01:40:54,090 Each donor was a person with dreams, fears and stories of their own. 548 01:40:54,790 --> 01:40:57,670 We do not know all the details of their lives, but we do know this. 549 01:40:58,350 --> 01:41:01,990 In their final act, they chose to become our teachers. 550 01:41:02,650 --> 01:41:06,550 They chose to leave a legacy of learning, compassion and healing. 551 01:41:07,590 --> 01:41:10,050 To the families of our donors who have done today. 552 01:41:10,750 --> 01:41:12,090 Your presence may help you. 553 01:41:12,770 --> 01:41:14,570 Your love, love, love, love, love. 554 01:41:47,640 --> 01:41:48,640 Hey. 555 01:41:49,380 --> 01:41:50,380 Hi. 556 01:41:53,340 --> 01:41:54,340 Come on in. 557 01:41:59,640 --> 01:42:00,640 What's all this? 558 01:42:01,900 --> 01:42:07,100 These are for you to replace what I... last time. 559 01:42:07,900 --> 01:42:09,780 You really didn't have to. Right, sorry. 560 01:42:10,800 --> 01:42:14,330 I couldn't remember everything you had, so I just went off of... The program 561 01:42:14,330 --> 01:42:17,530 list, but if there's anything missing, I can just... Hannah, I don't need 562 01:42:17,530 --> 01:42:18,530 groceries. Sorry. 563 01:42:19,690 --> 01:42:20,690 You said. 564 01:42:29,630 --> 01:42:30,810 I'm sorry for disappearing. 565 01:42:32,130 --> 01:42:33,950 I was a little screwy, evidently. 566 01:42:35,110 --> 01:42:36,590 But I really... 567 01:42:55,460 --> 01:42:57,220 What were you doing at the gym before exams? 568 01:43:00,740 --> 01:43:01,740 I wasn't at the gym. 569 01:43:03,320 --> 01:43:06,620 I saw you go into the locker room. I called you, like, right after. 570 01:43:23,160 --> 01:43:24,480 I should probably leave you to it. 571 01:43:26,810 --> 01:43:27,890 Hannah, come on. 572 01:43:30,750 --> 01:43:32,010 I want to understand. 573 01:44:13,370 --> 01:44:16,170 Clever Completely 574 01:45:01,640 --> 01:45:04,440 Thank you.